Dear boy who likes me,
I’m sorry but I’m gonna break your heart. I know you really like me but we don’t know each other. I’ve never been in a realationship before and I don’t think I’m quite ready yet.
We know little about each other but you’ve still have been asking my friend about me since we met. I find it sweet and it’s really nice. My friend is trying to get us together now….I really don’t know though if I want to be in a realationship. I know your very excited and I don’t want to break your heart.
I’m so sorry I have anxiety and right now I can’t really tell if I do or don’t want to be with you. It just makes it worse knowing how excited you are and how many people know now….It may be all this attention changing my mind or just making me realize. I’ve never really responded to well to attention I guess.
One friend keeps telling me it’s just like with their boyfriend and the other keep telling me it’s just like with another guy. I was wondering at first if this would end good or bad but now I believe it won’t be.
I know you aren’t a bad person though it’s just to fast and uncomfortable. Just please don’t get mad and hate me it’s already hard enough for us both.
I can’t do this fast paced it just makes me feel sick. I’m so sorry I knew how terrified you were of being rejected and I wanted to avoid it. I just hope to be friends now.
Sincerely,
The girl who doesn’t want to hurt you